I Hate Lies and Hypocrisy

Throughout the course of my life, I always meet with the good and sholeh / sholehah (thank God). On campus, at work, everywhere. until one day, I was bored with them. I started making friends with the "wild world", it was something perverted fun. I'm stuck in the picturesque beauty of the world's only temporary, until I felt my life was empty. I left the prayer. the farther I was from God. but I just have a little fun. after I felt the worldly pleasures is poison, people around me, just matrelialistis, not real friends, all offering a lie.
 
I know that men think women just sexy, just like a sexy, do not think a good woman to be his wife, but prefer sexy women, disgusting!
while women, just think how to get rich man, financially stable, with no thought should get a good husband to be a priest in the family. she also just thinking how to look beautiful and sexy in front of him. so disgusting! this life! filled with cheap women. how I can get out of this vicious circle? I'm fed up with perfume, high heels, sexy clothes, makeup, shopping. why do men prefer women like this? please answer the gentleman!